Welcome to the world of MMello

My dear friends and psiblings,

It's with a warm and open heart that I welcome you to this little portal of transformation I have been cultivating for the last few years.

Through relating with the spirit of nature, of mycelium and mushrooms, plants and trees, with constant study and inquiry-- I am here to offer my spirit and energy to you.

I am Ace, your psychedelic psibling. I am queer, currently able-bodied, white and Lebanese, radical and gentle, caring and clear. I most often occupy bits of space in Napa and Sonoma counties in California-- ancestral home of Coast Miwok, Wappo and Pomo Indians, who were the original caretakers and reciprocal dwellers of this beautiful and generous land.

In exploring my own long-winding path of healing my spirit in the wake of religious trauma, particularly as a young queer person, and the oppression experienced as a person socialized as female under the forces of patriarchal domination, I have uncovered my deep desire to support folks who are also surviving through these dominant oppressive forces and increasingly challenging times. This includes folks of any and ALL genders, socio-economic backgrounds, ethnicities and racialized cultures.

Men and white people are especially encouraged if they feel called to work with me on un-learning and subsequently dismantling systems of oppression, individually and collectively.

A little more about me though:

Psilocybin has been my love and caretaker since a mushroom journey restored my spirituality at the age of 16. Cannabis has been a source of reflection and restoration for me as well, with a long-standing but ever-shifting reciprocal relationship between us. Ketamine therapy became a steadfast support for me through my last existential crisis and deep depression in early 2020, both before and during the first few months of global quarantine.

It was through my personal work with Ketamine that I finally decided to answer the call to become an advocate for psychedelic wellness and healing. While the mushrooms called me in at an early age, and I'd started to offer a more outspoken voice and source of educational art to the spirit of cannabis, the solo journey work I did with ketamine inspired me to move into this line of work-- to encourage people on their own healing journeys, to share the methods of preparation and integration I developed for myself, and to offer folks individualized compassionate support along the way.

There is much more to share, dear friends, but there is time. Everything is relational, and deeply personal-- I trust the pace of nature, of mycelium, of true connection to carry us through.

I genuinely appreciate whatever intrigue that brought you here. Stay curious.

With love and service,

Ace